A bird in a cage can't use its wings
One day she might refuse to sing
You'll find some feathers on the floor and an open doorI've been in a sour mood since last Monday over this issue, and for one reason or another - struggling to find the right words without going postal, or even not wanting to write about it, because writing about it would be acknowledging it and making it "real" - I've dragged my feet on discussing it. But, here goes...
Anyone who has known me for any lengthy period of time knows that my favorite artist in the world is Sherrie Austin - moreso than the Beatles, or even Madonna (kind of funny, since I reinvented myself as Madonna and not Sherrie).
For those of you not familiar with her, Sherrie is a country singer from Australia. Despite being a country singer/songwriter for nearly a decade, she is probably still best known for playing Pippa McKenna in the final season of The Facts Of Life. After a few more acting roles, she recorded one pop album (lead vocalist for the pop duet Colorhaus), then moved on to Nashville, where she has since recorded four albums and even written songs for a few other artists (Dolly Parton and Hal Ketchum, Tim Rushlow and Tammy Cochrane).
Sherrie's journey into country music actually began at a young age, and at the age of 14 she opened for two of Johnny Cash's shows in Australia (years later, she'd run into Johnny in Nashville, and he said "I remember you! You were the little girl in the red cowboy boots!").
Sherrie originally hit Nashville, planning to write, and did so for a couple of years before getting her own album deal with Arista Nashville. Sadly, like just about everything else in her career, the timing was bad - country music was beginning to crossover into pop, thanks to corporate pawns Shania Twain, Faith Hill and LeAnn Rimes. And, from nearly day one, the pressure was on Sherrie to become a huge hit - not by being herself, but being expected to become "The next Shania Twain".
That was the beginning of the bullshit - years of it, which more than once has left Sherrie lost, wondering what she is doing and what purpose she has, and nearly ended her career three years ago...
It would appear the bullshit struck again, and her career may have just ended.
Like many young artists, at first Sherrie wasn't sure what her purpose was, and in the very beginning thought she was there to be successful and famous. Shortly after the release of her 1997 debut album,
Words, she truly came to realize why she was doing what she did - to be an artist.
"When Words came out and did what it did, that's when I realized 'Oh, this is why I'm doing it' - I didn't do it for (fame), I thought that's why I was doing it but hell, it turns out I really love what I do and I really want to be an artist." - Connect!, July 1999During other interviews in 1998 and 1999, she'd also say things like
"Success is craving to wake up everyday, wanting to write a great song" and
"If my music touches even one person, I consider myself a success". Where many artists release an album, have a taste of success and get hooked, she had quickly decided (and at the young age of 27, no less) that she was more interested in art than fame.
Her debut album, which was contemporary country/pop, would have a couple minor hits and sell about 300,000 copies, would establish her as one of country's "up and coming stars". In my honest opinion, it's the second best of her four albums - a unique sound, good songwriting, and Sherrie would sing with spunk that really wouldn't be present on her later albums (and I have suspected for years that years of battling with the music industry drained her of that spunk).
Her second album was the beginning of the end - at least with Arista Nashville. Titled
Love In The Real World, the album seemed to artistically be a step backwards from Words. The production was much slicker, the sound more like Faith Hill, and the songwriting nowhere near as strong, it would struggle and barely pass 100,000 in sales, with only the hit single "Never Been Kissed" as a highlight.
It was a few months after the release of this album that I first saw Sherrie live. In the small town of Medina, Minnesota on October 21, 1999, Sherrie performed a number of songs off both albums, plus the not-yet-released "Favorite Waste Of Time", and covers of "Queen Of Hearts" and "Jolene".
The performance floored me, yet left me scratching my head. Her concert marked the first time in my life I heard an artist perform live and thought they put their album to shame. The sound was more country, her singing more energetic, and sounding so much better without slick studio producing. After the show, I began to think "Something isn't right. Where's the energy in the studio? Why are they producing her the way they are? Why does she sound more country live - unlike Shania Twain, who sounds more POP live?"
That day also made me even more of a fan of Sherrie. She signed a few items for me, and even smiled and said "Hi" when we ran into each other in front of the hotel that morning (and keep in mind, she would've had no way of knowing at that moment that I was one of her fans!). She quickly gave me the impression of being an artist who is very grateful to her fans, and that hasn't changed. I had also chatted with her then-road manager that morning, and after he found out I had just traveled 2,000 miles, gave me a meet and greet pass (she also signed and met with fans after the concert as well).
Six weeks later, I would catch her again in Las Vegas. While the energy was still there - outdoors, with it about 40 degrees and breezy, and while she met with fans, the signs were showing that this wasn't the same Sherrie as the one I saw six weeks earlier. She didn't seem anywhere near as upbeat. While she sat there and signed something (or had a photo snapped) with every fan who stuck around after the show, there was no joy that night - not in a "Get away from me!" sense, but a "I want to go home!" sense.
A couple months later (February 25, 2000, to be exact), the news broke in a simple, one sentence statement: Sherrie Austin and Arista Nashville have mutually agreed to part ways. I believe there were a number of factors that played into the decision: Former CEO Tim DuBois leaving Arista to head Gaylord Entertainment (and he promptly walked away less than two months later), and the lackluster sales of
LITRW and the poor showing of Sherrie's second single, "Little Bird" among them.
However, I think ultimately the decision came down to one unhappy artist. Sherrie clearly was unhappy, and becoming more unhappy by the day. There was an out clause in her contract that would allow her to leave if DuBois left, and the fact she made the decision so quickly after his departure tells me she had wanted out for some time - DuBoius's departure gave her the right to do so.
That being said, shortly after she left, Arista cut several artists, and I don't think it's hard to assume Sherrie herself would've been released had she not left first.
A year later, Sherrie would openly state on her website that there was a great deal of pressure to become the "next Shania Twain or Faith Hill", instead of being supported as she was and being allowed to be herself. Undoubtedly, this wore on her, and leaves no doubt that the sound and style of
LITRW wasn't based upon what Sherrie wanted, but what Arista Nashville wanted.
The last year under Arista not only seemed to drastically alter the path of Sherrie's career, but my own views. Where in years past there was some anger toward some of the major labels for "not doing enough to make so and so into a superstar", it became a genuine hatred for the manner in which they treated their artists. No matter how you try to look at it, or try to make sense of how Arista handled Sherrie Austin, there is one undeniable reality - they treated her like shit. Instead of nurturing and supporting her as an artist and giving her the freedom to create her own music, they tried to turn her into something she was not. She is not Shania Twain, and she is not Faith Hill. Denying her the freedom to be Sherrie Austin is something I still haven't forgiven Arista Nashville for, and likely never will.
It didn't take much for me to realize that Sherrie isn't the only artist to have received such treatment from the corporate fucks running the major label cartel - she probably wasn't the only artist on her own label to have been put through this. Her end with Arista was a major wake-up call, and the foundation of the anger I've felt for the music industry over the last five years.
Sherrie would spend the rest of 2000 touring, writing and "soul searching". She received several offers from other labels, but ultimate chose herself - in late 2000, it was announced that she had co-founded WE (Wrensong Entertainment) Records, and her upcoming release would be the first (and sadly, only) on this new, independent label.
Titled
Followin' A Feelin', the album was the one glimpse fans would get into the music that was truly in Sherrie's heart and soul. The songwriting was (at that point) her best, the style was more traditional sounding, and the slick production of Love In The Real World was gone, replaced with a more "raw" sound. In my opinion, this was by far her best work, and at the time left me hoping we'd get more of the same over the years.
Another bonus was that WE created a Street Team, giving fans the chance to help out in promotion, with the bonus of getting (or winning) merchandise. The chance to help out and make a difference was what drew me to it, the merchandise was the icing on the cake.
The Street Team would be one of the reasons I would view ***1 (besides "That Year" and "That Awful Fucking Year") as "The Year Of Being A Professional Volunteer", as at one point in the Fall I was contributing to the Street Team, and moderating chandralevy.com and operationjustice.org (a site devoted to the 9/11 attacks) at the same time. Things eventually got so bad I gave in and got DSL, as I'd get phone calls from people, chewing me out because they'd been trying to call me for 2-3 days and getting a nonstop busy signal. However, I viewed the Street Team as a labor of love, and an escape from the daily horror and grief of the Chandra Levy case and 9/11.
Eight days after 9/11, 9/19/*1, would be one of the biggest days of my life, with the horror of the previous week still fresh in my mind. I woke up at 5:30am that morning, and spent two hours biting my nails and smoking way too much, anticipating one of the most important phone calls of my life. My mind was going a million miles per second, counting down to 8:30am, feeling like a member of the 1980 US Olympic hockey team in the final period - I'd load up my golf game at 8am, play a couple holes, and it'd seem like it was 8am and one second.
An eternity later, at 8:28am (two minutes early), the phone rings. I got the nerve together by the second ring to answer, not sure if I'll hear Heather Edwards (a staff member at WE) on the other end...
Or Her.
At that point, I was hoping it would be Heather, to give myself a moment to pull myself together. No such luck. Because after choking out "Hello", the voice on the other end telling me "Good morning" is none other than Sherrie Austin.
This is, of course, a day that should go on the calendar of everyone reading this blog and/or who knows me. No, not because Sherrie called Maddy, but it's one of the few days in my life where my outspoken, brutally honest ass was speechless.
Among thanking me for my hard work, and praising one of my ideas for the Street Team, she had said a quote that I think sums up so much of what she is about (and hence why I bring up the phone call)...
She had asked if I was married or had kids, and I told her I was single, no kids. She said the same, then added "No, wait.
My songs are my kids."
While it's a cute quote, when you really think about it, it tells you just how seriously she takes her music.
"My songs are my kids". Not that she saw music as just a means to make a living, but as a part of her heart and soul. That quote has stuck with me ever since.
The conversation lasted about 15 minutes, on what I know was a busy day for her, and it only further reinforced in my mind how much she values her fans. I had won the phone call in a random drawing, and I know of so many artists would've called, said hi and been off the phone in 30 seconds.
It would be during that year that we would get a few more memorable quotes from Sherrie. Whether it be lashing out at the music industry for not giving artists freedom, lashing out at her former label for expecting her to be another Shania/Faith, or blasting both sides in country music's generation gap (
"I think the new artists have to have respect for country roots. But I also think the older artists need to nurture the new artists and let them find their own voice. It's all about respect and remembering where country music came from, and having respect for each other."), Sherrie was not afraid to lash out over issues she had with the industry in recent years. She left little doubt that her previous experiences in Nashville had left a sour taste in her mouth.
However, despite the freedom of Followin' A Feelin', the unhappiness of the past was once again surfacing. The politics and bullshit of the business were again weighing on her, and in January ***2, WE Records closed. Sherrie once again walked away...
This time, planning to take a permanent vacation.
"I started questioning whether this was what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. I just got burned on all the politics and the business." - Country Weekly, August 19, 2003.The sad part is that at that point, Sherrie had wasted more time and energy over those five years clashing with the industry, and dealing with politics and bullshit than she had writing - the one passion she has always had more than anything else. As I had often thought (and even said a few times), she has the misfortune of being an artist in an industry that calls for corporate assassins now. And there was no doubt by spring ***2 that the stress had taken it's toll.
What brought her back was "Streets Of Heaven", a song through the eyes of a sad, scared and angry mother, pleading with God not to take her ill child. Once she wrote it in summer of that year, her mind was made up - that she must get this song out.
"It's refreshing to see that I can do something with music other than strive to be rich and famous. That doesn't seem like a very worthy goal" - same issue of Country Weekly, referring to the song.Sherrie would use this album not only to get "Streets Of Heaven" out there, but to even take a shot at Nashville and the music industry:
"Want to know how mad Nashville can make you-especially if you're in the music business? Then bend an ear to 'This Town Is That Small' on Sherrie Austin's Streets of Heaven album. Austin co-wrote the lyrical diatribe with her producer, Will Rambeaux. Here's part of the chorus: 'A good fiction is better than fact/They're masters of the art/Of 'Bless Your Heart' with a knife in your back.' Could this foul place possibly be Music City? Hot Talk asked Austin. 'The politics of a small town are the same no matter where you go,' she began diplomatically. But then she spilled. 'Yeah, I was going through a bit of a rough patch at that time. I was slightly pissed. It was a good way to get some stuff off my chest. I was just frustrated with the business, and I felt a whole heck of a lot better when I put it down on paper.'" - CMT.com, November 3, 2003.She signed on with Broken Bow Records, a so-called "indepedent" label whose slogan was "Keepin' it country!" However, it took little time for me to see that we were about to watch another derailment.
BBR is an upstart label which at one point had eight artists, the majority of them one-time major label castoffs (Joe Diffie, Craig Morgan, Chad Brock, Sherrie). The corporate lords in charge are all castoffs from major labels as well - with experiences at Atlantic, Arista and a general Who's Who of major corporate record labels. The label also is a rarity in that it's an independent label that is an RIAA member (which makes Streets Of Heaven the only time I have violated my RIAA boycott that began in 2000 - my loyalty toward Sherrie is stronger than my hatred for the RIAA).
In other words, it quickly became clear - independent label with major corporate label mentality. A band of bloodsucking assholes either dumped (or not climbing the ladder fast enough, so they walked) by major labels who founded a new label, hoping to become the new bully on the block.
And, it seemed like it took little time for the trouble to begin with Sherrie's new album.
Where the previous three albums had primarily been produced by Will Rambeaux,
Streets was primarily produced by Dann Huff (a former rock artist who has produced Faith Hill since 1998). This immediately set off red flags, as not only did Sherrie go out of her way to seek out Will when she arrived in Nashville in 1994, but has been romantically involved with him for years. There's just no logical reason to think she sat there and decided "Naw, I'd rather work with Dann."
While the songwriting on
Streets is great, the album was a step back from
Followin' A Feelin'. The arrangement sounds like something you'd expect from Faith Hill, and her vocals was once again slicked up (unnecessarily). I wasted no time after getting the album in August 2003 in lashing out at Huff and the manner in which the album was produced:
"What makes me mad is I feel she has been suckered. Again.
She honestly felt that Tim DuBois appreciated and supported her as an artist. If that is the case, why didn't he let Sherrie be Sherrie? He was clearly trying to mold her into Shania Austin...
Well, now she is with an independent label that may as well call itself Arista II.
After nearly a decade of collaberating and working with Will Rambeaux, he suddenly appears to be out of the picture on her new album...
Yes, he's "credited" as a producer, but if he produced one note of it, I'll be surprised.
With her first three albums, the melodies and music was arranged around Sherrie's vocals. You know, the way they USED to in country, where the producer would produce to bring out the artist? Before Mutt Lange ruined music by producing his overrated wife, molding HER around his style to make a statement?
Well, that's not the case with this album... Too much of the album sounds the same, and is clearly produced and arranged with the mentality of making Sherrie fit into the melodies, NOT the other way around, like Will did it...
There is also an annoying disco drum beat throughout the entire album.. Not only is it obvious on the song samples I've heard, but a friend obtained a VERY early copy of the CD on eBay and said the same thing... And not only is the album produced in such a manner that it sounds neither country nor pop (just like Love In The Real World, which I felt wasn't as good as her other two albums), but between the arranging and the drum beat it's sometimes hard to clearly hear her singing...
Dann Huff obviously produced the album (and yes, he is credited). Dann has worked primarily as a guitarist and producer for rock, pop and R&B albums.. His "experience" in country consists of playing electric guitar on albums for the likes of Shania, Faith and Sherrie (on her two Arista releases)...
He also produced Faith Hill's Breathe album, which is about as country as Britney Spears.
Why would Sherrie remove Will as producer? When she went to Nashville, she sought him out, wanting to work with him.. She's dating the guy.. He has produced her first three albums, which ranked from very good to awesome...
There is only one logical conclusion: Broken Bow Records hired Dann Huff and gave Will a shove." - excerpt from my own post on Strange Forums, July 28, 2003A good friend of mine, and fellow fan, would say the following a couple weeks later:
"Now that I've heard the music through a decent sound system, things become more glaring. Her voice was run through a lot of effects. I can hear the digital signature on her voice big time. Completely unnecessary for her voice. Way too many electronic instrumentations underneath especially in the drum and synth department. Way, Way too many complex background vocals that almost drown her out in several parts. Basically, things noticed on the sample listenings only magnified." Was it a matter of Sherrie losing her ability to sing? Or deciding on a change in sound? Not from what I hear. Other fans were telling me she sounded as good as ever live, and as usual, sounded quite country live. She'd appear at "songwriter's nights" in Nashville, perform a few songs with Will, and sound VERY country...
No, it's obvious once again that the drastic change in direction (and sound) was the decision of the powers that be, the corporate fucks at the top who clearly saw Sherrie as nothing more than a cash cow. And not only did they compromise Sherrie's album (making it an impressive .750 batting average of Sherrie albums compromised by record labels), but the irony is it blew up in their faces: The biggest female in country music in 2004 wasn't Faith Hill, or Shania Twain, but a 31 year old, beer-drinking, chain-smoking, take-no-shit woman who has become country music's new poster child on the song "Redneck Woman". That's right - while BBR and Huff were again trying to mold Sherrie Austin into Faith Hill, Gretchen Wilson has come from nowhere to getting Grammy nominations and performing at the Super Bowl pregame show.
However, the evil of Dann Huff isn't the only thing to have blown up in everyone's faces...
BBR sent Sherrie on not one, but TWO radio tours to push the single "Streets Of Heaven", all the while doing nothing to get her steady stream of live performances in front of fans. Sherrie, who had openly admitted to being tired of nonstop promoting and all the "me me me" stuff during her time with Arista, was again finding herself on a seemingly endless promotional tour, as BBR's lone focus seemed to be on how many times "Streets Of Heaven" could be played on the radio.
Things quickly seemed to be degrading into a situation where the only positives were that "Streets" was receiving airplay, and 25 cents from each CD sold was going to St. Jude's Children's Hospital. According to some things I had heard later on, this was basically more than Sherrie herself was making off the album, as she wasn't in a position to really profit off her own work unless it broke 100,000 in sales.
Leave it to the corporate fucks to once again fuck over Sherrie. There's something very wrong with the people at the top raking in the profits while the artists who actually fucking write and perform the music don't get shit. I believe that's called SLAVERY...
The second single - behind a complete lack of promotion by BBR, would flop. Sherrie would follow this up by giving fans what they had wanted for years - a recorded cover of "Son Of A Preacher Man", a favorite from her live shows. The recording and production for the song came out of her own pocket, and once again BBR seemed to have no interest in promoting the single (likely since they weren't in position to make a profit off it of.) The single, much like
Followin' A Feelin' and her live performances, had more of a country/folk rock feel to it than the slick country/pop feel Huff gave her album (gee, is that starting to sound familiar?)...
The result of the pressure, bullshit, politics and double radio tours was fans mentioning that she looked and sounded "exhausted" by March 2004, and her expressing the need for a break - and for things to slow down - shortly afterward:
"I miss my time to write. I kinda need it. It's like breathing or eating to me, and it's a little harder to do out on the road."When asked what she hoped for after that?
"Then I'm slowing down, I think!"After a series of performances/autograph signings (the majority of them in Wal-Mart parking lots), Sherrie would once again head back to the studio to work on her fifth album....
Or, at least, that was the plan.
As recently as December, Sherrie gave an interview with CSO, talking about working on a new album. However, eight days ago, this appears to be no longer be the case.
An email received on January 31 from a reliable source stated that Sherrie Austin is no longer with Broken Bow Records, is focusing on writing for other artists and pursuing musical theater, and has no idea when - or even IF - there will be a new album.
Obviously, something went VERY wrong, the shit hit the fan, and now one has to worry if it could be the straw that broke the camel's back.
It's a fairly reasonable assumption to conclude there was a clash over the direction and production of the album - likely BBR wanting Dann Huff (or worse), with Sherrie wanted Will Rambeaux back in charge. Tired of the bullshit that had piled up over the last couple of years - the radio tours, the lack of support, Dann Huff - it's safe to say something happened that made her decide "Enough is ENOUGH!".
In other words, I think she walked, and it wasn't BBR that gave her the boot. You would imagine if that was the case, it would've happened before work began on the new album.
The last time around, she nearly quit for good. She was already tired of fighting, tired of the shit, tired of the politics. She came back, feeling there was a purpose this time around, and deciding she was going to have more fun this time around, keeping the focus on performing and writing.
Yet, it sounds like it wasn't any fun. Again.
I am fucking furious. No, I'm not the least bit angry with Sherrie. I'm furious with the industry. I'm furious with fucking Arista Nashville, and fucking Clear Channel, and the fucking RIAA, and fucking Broken Bow Records, and fucking Dann Huff, and all the fucking bullshit this woman has been put through over the years.
This is one of the few artists left who is/was in the business for the right fucking reasons - the love of music, a passion for songwriting, an artist who loved performing for her fans, and has been as supportive of her fans as her fans have been of her.
She may not have the largest fanbase around, but I can assure you we are some of the most loyal fans you'll ever find. Her fans truly think the world of her - as an artist, and as a person. I've often wanted to come up with a name for her fanbase, but the only thing I can think of that kind of fits is "Austin's Army" - but I don't want to rip off Arnold Palmer and his fans...
This is a woman who time and time could've sold out - skimpy clothes and/or skintight leather and latex, blatant sexuality, cookie-cutter singing and shallow, catchy lyrics. She's refused everytime because her music and her integrity matter to her, and she is more interested in making a statement with her music than with celebrity. Instead of being pissed on and shat upon and fucked over, she should be admired and respected by the industry.
However, she is the very thing they DON'T want. She won't sell out, she won't compromise herself, she won't let them fucking control her. She has had this music and these lyrics in her heart, mind and soul and she feels the need to express them, not be a fucking corporate pawn to the bloodsucking dictator assholes who treat fans like shit and treat artists like slaves.
Sherrie Austin deserves better than the fat, steaming pile of shit she's gotten all this time. I don't say that because she doesn't have billions of dollars and a dozen #1 hits and platinum records and tons of awards. I say this because she has never been treated with respect and dignity by these assholes. Not one record label has taken her and said "Sherrie, do your thing, and we'll support and help you." None. Instead, it's been "Make this sacrifice", "Make that sacrifice", "compromise your fucking music to our demands".
She is about the only current artist I am really passionate about, and it's because of who and what she is, not who and what the industry wants her to be. She gives a damn about her music, she gives a damn about her writing, and she gives a damn about the fans that support her. If there were more artists that shared her mentality - and record labels who supported such artists - today's music would be so much better.
In an industry full of pablum horseshit like Britney fucking Spears, Shania fucking Twain and dozens of other "superstars" more obsessed with paychecks and celebrity, she is a rare artist who has done it for all the right reasons. She is someone who either came along too late for her own good, or too early for her own good, because her mentality, and the industry's mentality, are polar opposites.
There was a point in my life where I thought she got all this fucking shit because she was Australian, and Nashville has held a grudge against Australian artists since Olivia Newton-John. However, I don't think this is the case. They give her shit because she doesn't play their game. She has no interest in their politics, or their power trips. She's too busy marching to her own beat - the beat in her heart and soul...
The only beat ANY artist should fucking follow.
Nashville may have not only taken the joy out of Sherrie Austin, and killed her career, but they may have just deprived her fans of her music. And that is a crime which I will never forget, nor forgive...
With me, I never cared about commercial success when it came to her. In fact, with the shit Nashville put her through, I often feared that commercial success would be the end of her - the pressure would escalate, the bullshit would mount, and she'd walk away even sooner. This is a music industry where once an artist has success, their own label (making HUGE profits off their work) puts even more pressure on them to create more, MORE, MORE! - integrity be damned.
Her music is something very special - not only to her fans, but to her. It truly is a gift, and it angers me that the industry never appreciated it.
I want Sherrie back, writing and singing. But more than anything, I want her to be happy and at peace. And if it means walking away, then I'll support it just as passionately as I supported her from 1998-2004. Nobody deserves this, certainly not her.
Nashville, I hope you're fucking ashamed of yourselves, you self-righteous, greedy, mean-spirited, arrogant, abusive, fasicst fucking assholes. You might have just chased away the best fucking artist in quite some time...
Years ago, I had said something to a fan, troubled over Sherrie forming her own label, worried that it meant none of the major labels wanted her...
It's not that Sherrie isn't good enough for Nashville, Nashville isn't good enough for her.
They don't deserve her. Never have, never will. Not the way you have treated her...
Thanks a fucking lot, you corporate assholes.
Or, as I put it in the same Strange Forums post quoted above:
"And along with that mentality comes their handling of Sherrie. They obviously are trying to push her down that Shania Twain/Faith Hill, pop with fiddles route... And I would bet the house that before she signed the contract, they told her how much creative freedom she would have, she could keep Will, blah blah blah...
Then she signs the contract and gets Whammied. The only difference is some cute, red cartoon character isn't going to come out and do something silly.
There's no logical reason for any of this. The one album she's done where she's had total creative freedom - because she was her own boss! - sounded the complete opposite of her other three albums... She obviously thinks the world of Will, both professionally and personally... She has said time and time again that she is not Faith Hill or Shania Twain, and has even lashed out at the industry for not appreciating or nurturing new artists.. And everything that has taken place since joining BBR has run the opposite of what she did when she was calling her own shots.
BBR obviously wants to piggy-back Sherrie Austin into becoming a major label. They are no different than Arista Nashville or any of the other scum-sucking major labels, and as far as I'm concerned, should be charged with fraud.
She has already left two labels, both times saying she was burnt out and lost...
BBR may finally drive the stake through that woman's career.
A couple years ago, when she started writing some songs for other artists, I said if she decided to retire from singing and become a full time songwriter, I'd support it...
Right now? I almost am hoping she does just become a full time songwriter. I can imagine this isn't fun for her.. I know it's not fun for me.
I've lost faith in a great deal of today's artists, and outside of Sherrie, most of my music collection is OLDER than I am... She's about the only current artist I give a damn about, and the reason is she was different.. Now BBR is trying to take that away from her AND her fans...
And maybe some of her fans will be happy, just because "shes's on the charts again".. But I'm not. I'm mad, I'm livid, and I could care less about the charts.
I'm used to "losing".
I've been a lifelong Dodgers fan - they haven't even been within sniffing range of a World Series since Kirk Gibson..
I've been a lifelong Rams fan.. They were the epitome of "close but no cigar" in the 80's, and downright pathetic in the 90's before winning a Super Bowl...
I've been a lifelong fan of the Angels.. Look at all their heartbreak.. It still makes me physically ill to think about Donnie Moore.. But they finally won a World Series...
I've been a lifelong Kings fan. One trip to the Stanley Cup finals, no championships...
It wouldn't kill me to never see Sherrie get a #1 hit, a platinum album, or a shiny trophy.. But it would kill me to see the corporate fucks in the music industry take everything that makes her unique and special and beautiful and flush it down the toilet in the name of the almighty dollar.
Fuck money. Money can be replaced. Careers can be replaced. BUT PEOPLE CANNOT BE REPLACED.
I'm sure there are people in this world who think I'm off my rocker. I'm sure maybe even some of you might think so (though, I'd hope not). Really makes me wish my mother was still around.. She was always the one person who understand why I'm me, and what made me tick, and applauded me for who I was...
And she is part of the reason I am the way I am, especially with the people I care about. She taught me the painful lesson of how people can't be replaced - 15 years later she's still gone, never to be replaced or to come back.
However, let me end this by saying it is far better to die on your feet than live on your knees. And I'd rather see her career die on it's feet than live on it's knees.
'Don't let them take the one named Austin.'"If it will finally bring peace and happiness to just be Sherrie Krenn, songwriter, and write that music in your soul for others to sing, do it. It makes me sick to watch what the fucking industry has done to her, and I have to imagine it's making her even sicker. She doesn't deserve to be treated like this, and the industry doesn't deserve her...
But, I sure as hell won't forgive them if they push her to walk away...
In 1999, Sherrie wrote and recorded "Little Bird", a song she insists was about leaving a bad relationship. For nearly six years, I've been convinced the song is really a message to the music industry:
A bird in a cage is on display
People they poke and stare all day
If she can get those bars to bend
She wont be back againNashville has been poking - and much fucking worse - for years now. And this time, she may have just bent the bars...
Ooh Ooh whatcha gonna do
When your little bird flies away
Hey Hey, Ooh Ooh whatcha gonna say
Whatcha gonna do
When your little bird flies awayAnd this time around, perhaps the little bird has indeed flown away... But far better for her to be free than miserable.
Go fuck yourselves, Nashville. The music industry can eat shit and die.
Labels: A world gone mad, Corporate Assholes, Stone Cold Sherrie Austin