First off, I'd like to apologize to anyone reading this blog who is NOT involved in this soap opera who might be offended by the following post. But I'll be damned if I'm going to sit back and not defend myself on this matter. I'll also be damned if I'm going to bite my tongue any longer. I've taken too much shit for too long, and now it's time to fight fire with fire.
I picked the wrong week to try to quit smoking... Never fucking fails, does it? I try to quit smoking, and some jackass thinks it's the perfect time to stress me out.
Then again, one particular jackass (let's just call him SPH) has thought the last two years in general has been a good time to stress me out, so why should I be surprised?
Now, I promised that I'd never drag this shit onto my blog - more for my sake, because I didn't want to be very "boffo". But, I've been quite sure for months this jackass has been going out of his way to destroy my friendships behind the scenes. And when he decided yesterday to call me out in public - despite making THREATS against me if I ever did so to him, I decided "Fuck that, and fuck you. You want to take shots in public? Be prepared for retaliation!"
Quite frankly, it's time for said individual to remove his head from his ass and see the truth: That he is the one responsible for all the turmoil that has destroyed an online community, that he is responsible for all the chaos, and that he is the one who has broken up all these friendships. It's time for him to quit pointing fingers, blaming innocent people and playing the victim - because he is the instigator, not the victim. The victims are the people around him who have had to suffer for two years because he can't grow up and act like a rational, sane human being.
That crap of the second person to strike getting blamed may work in the NFL, but it ain't working here.
Ever since this blog was launched last summer, I was repeatedly harassed by one individual (SPH) on how this blog should be ran, and accused of not being a "loyal friend" because I didn't obey his commands - excuse me, I meant "wishes". Everything from the template to the order of my links was a point of contention, and I lost count of how many times I'd wake up to find a scathing IM or a lengthy manifesto in my email box because I refused to be blindly obedient.
Where this person wants to whine about loyalty, here's the truth: Said individual not only declared war on my hard work - this website, driving me to the point I nearly deleted it nine months ago because he made me so miserable - but finally reached the point of giving me ultimatiums, such as stating if I couldn't abide by his demands, he couldn't "make the investment in our friendship". For someone who preaches loyalty, he sure didn't show me much loyalty, but apparently "loyalty" only counts when it's beneficial to him - much like everything else in life.
This whole fucking mess is about SPH. Always has been. Always will be. He can blame Rob or anyone else as much as he wants, but the cold hard reality here is this whole fiasco is about one person, and only one person. A person who instigated this problem in the first place. A person who has single-handedly kept that fight going by continuing to lash out at a person who hasn't responded to him in nearly two years. A person who has destroyed his own friendships because some people choose to think for themselves instead of blindly obey him.
I'll teach you about loyalty, boy. Rob has never done anything to me. EVER. He has treated me with class and respect from day one. Even during times where his life has been in turmoil, he has checked up on me and been worried sick about me because of my father's fight with Alzheimer's, or my problems with my former place of residence. I know a great many people who would've put themselves first on a priority list of one and not given a shit about my father, or my mental welfare, while facing their own problems.
And that is just one example of MANY throughtout the last 2 1/2 years...
Now, what kind of loyalty would it be for me to tell Rob to fuck off just because you and he had a falling out? Sure, it may be "loyal" to you, but in reality, it's very DISLOYAL, because he would've done nothing to deserve such treatment from me.
You need to pull your head out of your ass and learn what loyalty really is. Loyalty is a two-way street. Loyalty is being loyal to those you are loyal to your first. Loyalty is not making demands and accusing people of being disloyal when they can't/won't obey. And loyalty sure as hell isn't telling certain weak-minded friends of yours to turn on his friends just because they aren't your friends anymore.
Instead, you view loyalty the same as ghetto "respect": Where people think everyone has to "respect" them, but they ain't going to "kiss anybody's ass" (the term for giving respect back). In other words, you are trying to turn loyalty into a one-way street where it's all about you. Guess what? It doesn't work that way!
Who the fuck do you think you are? George W. Bush?
Go ahead, blame Rob for this. The truth of the matter is, I woke up to the truth last summer, when YOU kept the problem alive all by yourself, and when YOU made a person going through a break-up and other assorted problems VERY miserable because she refused to drop everything and give into your demands right then and there. I'm sure I probably pissed you off when I got into it with you because I stuck up for her. Tough shit. I don't regret it one bit.
In other words, SPH, YOU were responsible for me losing respect for you. Not Rob, not anybody else. YOU. Just as Rob would be the only person who could make me walk away from him, YOU are the one who ultimately made me walk away from you. Don't blame Rob, or anyone else, or blogs. YOU. Get your head out of your ass and take responsibility for your own actions for once in your life, already!
I happen to know for a fact you know what the hell gets written on this blog, pal. If it's not you reading yourself, I know you get wind through the grapevine of what's going on. I was born in the morning, but not THIS morning. Therefore, I know you know about all the shit my father and I have dealt with over the last few months. I also know you know I don't enjoy the holidays. Therefore, for you to pick a time like this to publicly call me out the way you did is selfish, mean-spirited and disrespectful. Instead of showing your so-called superiority, you reveal what a weak, selfish, inconsiderate jerk you truly are. You're no different than the Madonna haters who crawled out and kicked Esther around after her horse riding accident. It takes a real man to kick someone when they're down... NOT!
You are right about one thing, though. This friendship is beyond repair. Because unless you find a way to get an attitude and personality transplant, there's no damned way I'd ever want anything to do with you again. EVER.
You are a bully and a fraud. Anyone who touts Christianity one minute and preaches hate the next is a fraud. Anyone who speaks of loyalty, but throws people away for not giving you BLIND OBEDIENCE is a fraud. Anyone who takes shots at people when they know they are suffering leaves no doubt that they are a malicious, abusive bully who gets off on hurting people when they are vulnerable.
Not to mention I've caught you in more lies than I could count. For example, I sure as hell didn't support your "crusade" against another blogger with whom you had issues on how she ran her site, contrary to what you claimed to other people. You know I didn't. I also know damned good and well who made the decision to keep Rob involved in another blog - and it was NOT Rob who made the decision himself. But, why am I surprised? You've spent two years playing everyone against each other with the hopes it'd benefit you and your imaginary relationship.
And speaking of which, when the fallout of said relationship hit two summers ago, where were you? Oh, yes, you were too busy fixating on what you wanted, and what's in it for you, and what's fair to you - all the while, another individual involved with that same ugly mess was concerned about MY FEELINGS. When did you give a shit about my feelings? Again, another example where YOUR OWN ACTIONS affected my opinion of you, not "Rob".
I wouldn't want you as a friend if you were the last homo sapien on Earth, SPH. I usually don't find selfish, me-first, dictator types - you know, like TERRELL OWENS and GEORGE BUSH - to be very appealing friends.
The person who took away our friendship? YOU. YOU DID! I told you before the shit hit the fan you were the only person who could destroy our friendship, and you did it. You did it without a care in the world, because your delusional wants and needs are more important than a real friendship (which I sincerely doubt ever meant a fucking thing to you).
If I have one major regret, it's this: I wish I had never stuck up for your ass four years ago. If I'd known what I know now, I would've just watched all that shit unfold and avoided it like the plague. Because, quite frankly, I don't know if I believe you when it comes to the NHS anymore, after all the lies I've caught you in and the complete lack of moral character you've shown me.
Rob's vindictive? Those who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones. You want to see vindictive, pay close attention the next time you look into a mirror. Of course, I'm sure in your warped mind, you calling people out publicity to this day - and at a time like this - isn't "vindictive". No, it's just the "truth" - and I am sure the National Enquirer would gladly back that up, right?
I know I piss you off and will continue to piss you off. After all, you're spoiled and arrogant (funny, considering what a loser you are). You can't take it when someone refuses to bow down before you and obey you. Well, guess what? I don't obey anyone. I think for myself, and act for myself. I return mutual loyalty to those who earn it. I didn't allow myself to be commanded by bullies in school, and I sure as fuck won't at 30. You ain't my father, and even so, I still wouldn't give you the kind of blind obedience you demand.
This is not Star Trek, bitch. You are not the captain, and nobody is your subordinate. Nobody is required to obey your commands, so quit making insane demands of people.
For the record, Rob didn't "insinuate" himself into this blog. I ASKED HIM MYSELF. I was impressed with the work he'd done on a couple other blogs and asked him to do the design work. That was MY CHOICE. A choice you have never been able to accept, because in your insane, warped view of reality, it has been perceived as "Rob wins". No, the truth is, I like Rob's work with HTML more than yours. Period. Wake up and smell the noise...
And, no, Rob didn't try to tell me you were trying to control other people's blogs - I figured out on my own, from your own actions, THAT YOU WERE TRYING TO CONTROL OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOGS!
No, you do NOT have the right to tell people what to do with their websites. How the hell would you like it if I came barging into your forum, telling you how the place should be ran? You'd go through the roof - and rightfully so. Just as you have the right to run your dead forum as you see fit, we have the right to run our sites as we see fit.
Please keep in mind, SPH, that while you may think you're an expert on site management, I ran TWELVE forums at one point, some of them VERY high-profile (try www.chandralevy.com). Whenever someone would come barging in, making demands about what posts should be deleted or who should be banned, you can bet your ass that I - along with the rest of the moderating team - were pissed. WE were the management of the site. While we tried to be fair and diplomatic, we ultimately had the say of what got posted, what got deleted, who was welcome and who was shown the door. We sure as hell weren't going to bullied around, and I'm not going to be bullied around when it comes to my own personal site.
Furthermore, here is the so-called "attack" that Rob posted, "using his position as designer and host of Madonna's blog to post something in his blog attacking me and others supposedly 'on her behalf'":
Okay, so you don't like me for Net drama reasons. Whatever. Is this really a reason to ignore someone who has nothing to do with your squabbles with me who really could use your support/love/whatever you want to call it right now? I mean, really now. Of course, the people who this message is intended for don't read this anymore (*snickers quietly to self*), so I'm just talking to myself, but it is worth saying.How is that an attack? What it sounds like to me is someone asking people to NOT take their feelings for Rob out on me, which has been going on since day 1 - and I know this for a fact. Then again, SPH, you're so arrogant and paranoid that if Rob said "Damn, it's hot in Texas today!", you'd find some rationale to think "Rob's attacking me!".
If you want to debunk myths, SPH, more power to you. You can start by debunking the myths YOU have created and spread in the first place, because a very large percentage of the bullshit in this whole fiasco comes from one direction - yours.
Furthermore, I am sick and tired of hearing about your precious reputation, when you've gone out of your way to damage mine, as well as other people's. Who the fuck do you think you are, Terrell Owens? You've done nothing but throw innocent people under the bus for the sake of your own reputation and desires, not giving a damn about the feelings of other people, not giving a fuck about how much you've ruined reputations of others. Fine, upstanding Christian values there, SPH. God must be dead if you're alive.
So, let me conclude this post with my OWN public calls:
1. DROP IT SHITPUMPKINHEAD. Quit trying to keep this stupid fight going by throwing innocent people under the bus for your own sake. Quit dragging this shit into public, and innocent people into your vortex of hate. You know I was fucking sick of this shit years ago, and I really am not in the mood now.
Or, to put it in the words of our idiotic governor... STOP IT! STOP WHINING!
2. Quit making insane demands of people. WE have the right to run our websites as we see fit. What you are doing is no different than what took place on the NHS forum - you are trying to force policy and administrative changes on a website with force and hostility. You were the victim of this (supposedly) years ago, yet you have turned around and done it to others. Also, you need to get it through your fucking head you are not the boss of me or anyone else.
3. To anyone who continues to support SPH and his agenda: WAKE UP AND SMELL THE NOISE! You are being used and manipulated by a pathological liar and bully. He has thrown half a dozen people under the bus already, and will throw ANYONE under the bus the second they don't obey him. You are already on thin ice. The minute you don't appease him, you're find yourself cast out as I have been, and others have been.
4. For those who have decided to take SPH's side to the point where you quit being my friend over his lies, you should be ashamed of yourself. You've shown what kind of person you truly are to throw me away for a sack of bullshit and one side of the story. Shame on you for turning your back on me for lies, and because SPH told you to quit being friends with the people he's thrown away (and yes, I know you have done that, SPH!). You know damned well who this is directed toward...
5. SPH, get out of my life! Any of his friends who want to throw more gasoline on his fire, you can do the same! I have enough grief and stress in my life as it is, I don't need more! You are not welcome in my life if you choose to come into it only to bring more pain and misery. I don't need it!
I need another cigarette. Thanks, SPH, you whiny, arrogant, vain, self-centered, mean-spirited, vindictive, two-face piece of shit. Get out of my goddamned life, and stay out of it. FOREVER. You're not welcome. You're not wanted. You're nothing more than a parasite, and you're no longer welcome to feed off me. Don't contact me, don't call me out in public, don't cause me anymore trouble behind the scenes. GET OUT! FUCK OFF! Don't create anymore trouble in my life, because I have enough trouble that I can't get rid of, asshole.
You have done more to make the Internet - and this blog - unenjoyable than anyone else in my life the last two years (and I don't doubt for a goddamned second you wanted to make this blog unenjoyable for me!). You have nearly single-handedly taken the fun out of being online. Instead of being proud of yourself or feel like you're some sort of tough guy, you should be ashamed of yourself. I deserve peace in my life, and I'll be damned if you're going to deny me that, regardless of what's "in it for you".
Get out of my fucking life Shitpumpkinhead, and don't come back.
(Edit: Two can play at this game, Fucko.
I left out nothing that was relevant to you and the mound of bullshit you sculpted. Of course, you will claim otherwise, but you're a pathological liar and a worthless piece of shit. You're also an immoral hypocrite who needs to get off his high horse, for you've done more people wrong than EVERYONE involved in OO COMBINED. You have fucked people over without a care in the world for YOUR agenda and YOUR wants. Of course, in your sick mind, I'm sure that's just "capitalism" and "getting what is rightfully mine". Neverfuckingmind the pain you've caused and the trail of broken relationships you've left in the dust.
Truth? TRUTH?! YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH! Nor would you know what it was even if it came along and bit you in your fat ass! You're dishonest enough to be triplets, you fucking liar.
You're delusional, you piece of shit. I mean, look at you, thanking me for an advertisement THAT DOESN'T EXIST. I sure as fuck didn't put up a link to your bullshit or your looney website, and I sure as fuck don't plan on doing so... EVER.
Keep blaming everything on Rob. Blame 9/11 on Rob. Blame Super Bowl XXXVI on Rob. Gawd, you're fucking psychotic. I may have issues, but everyone can see you're a sociapathic stalker with a God complex.
Laugh it up, boy. Just pray you never run into me...
Rest assured: Half my readers knew this was coming. I'll personally apologize to the other half. Go back to your fucking hole on Delphi and don't come back. Go back to your pathetic little ghost town. Just go away, and take your minions with you.)
(Edit #2: Keep on posting bullshit, fatboy. I'll keep on responding. You opened a can of worms, and you're asking for a can of whoop-ass in return.
First of all, take your forum and shove it up your ass. Fuck OO. If I were rich, I'd hire a hacker just to nuke the place out of existance once and for all. Fuck your heathen temple. None of us give a shit about the alleged superior of your DEAD forum.
You didn't create OO for the "good people" you create it for your overgrown ego. OUR Oasis my ass. It's YOUR Oasis. Always has been, always will be, you goddamned fraud.
STOP IT! STOP WHINING! The majority of what's happened the last 2 1/2 years is YOUR FAULT! Those of us who know the truth are tired of you whining about how painful it's been for you. You inflicted it upon yourself. WE have had to suffer for your arrogance and hate.
I told you over two years I was staying out of it, fatass. And you knew goddamned good and well why. Your fucking ego and selfish delusions were more important than my real life problems, apparently. Forgive me, but when stuck dealing with real life problems, and your petty soap opera online bullshit, I'll put real life problems ahead of your bullshit. Don't like it? Tough shit.
Quit acting like you're high, mighty and rightous. You're none of the above. You have wronged EVERYBODY around you all along. What was I supposed to do, make an issue out of Rob's wrongs and ignore yours? Fuck off.
You go get help. Get a fucking lobotomy already. That is, if there is anything to be surgically removed in the first place - which I highly doubt right now.
I'm not your friend because you're a two-faced, self-righteous, arrogant, manipulative, vindictive, arrogant, abusive, heartless motherfucker. Period. I don't give a fuck about Rob vs. Dave comparisons. I don't give a shit. That's kindergarten bullshit. You lost me as a friend because you were a shitty friend and lousy excuse for a human being. That's it. Get your head out of your fat ass and grasp that already. Until you do, you're just going to grate on my nerves with your whiny bullshit.
It's also time to get your head out of your ass and see how you did wrong by everyone. You are a psychopath. You are clearly insane, and eventually everyone will see that. I feel sorry for them, too, the same way I feel sorry for everyone you've already fucked over. You are a sick, backstabbing fuck. You do serve one purpose in life, though: YOU MAKE ME FEEL SANE.
You are nothing more than a pimple on the asscrack of humanity.
Let me close this with words of wisdom from that noted philospher Michael Kreft...
Death is just another step toward eternal damnnation. SO SHUT UP AND DIE ALREADY!)
(Edit #3: And hopefully the LAST ONE...
I'm going to say this one last time, Shitpumpkinhead: The issue here is that nine months ago, you threatened me to never use my blog to discuss you. You then had the gall to turn around and do so to me. If this was all about "Shitpumpkinhead said something about me!", I'd have blasted you months ago over the lies and fabrications you posted about me in your stupid forum.
Don't EVER make a threat against me, then think you can do to me what you tell me not to do. EVER.
I love your interpretation of KM's recent post. Wow. If I didn't know better, I'd say you can't even read English, boy.
I'm going to hopefully conclude this nightmare once and for all with a revealing look into the psychosis that is Shitpumpkinhead...
Four years ago, SPH started an online war - what else is new?! - for what may be the dumbest issue in history. The whole fiasco was over the pronounciation of a word.
Yes, boys and girls. A war that splinted apart several forums and shattered countless friendships was all thanks to SPH insisting the word Delphi is pronounced Del-fee, and he handled it like a psychopath when others tried to tell him it is Delf-eye.
I mean, it was stupid enough when the argument resulted in constant bickering back and forth on a forum. But SPH - a fat pussy toad who doesn't know when to shut up, EVER - had to keep dragging it on outside of the forum as well. SPH just had to get the last word in, and dragged the dispute onto AIM and into email, even though it was quite obvious that this person didn't want to discuss that shit anymore.
What kind of a lunatic starts a forum war over how the fucking word Delphi is pronounced? I admit I have issues, but good lord... You almost make Manson look sane, you looney!
For those of you keeping score at home, that makes at least four forums pulverized by SPH, including his own personal forum. All four of them have been damaged beyond repair because Shitpumpkinhead either cannot admit he's wrong, or cannot get off his high horse and power trip.
Anyone out there accepting SPH's side as "gospel", please think long and hard about the whole Del-fee vs. Delf-eye disaster before you assume I'm the crazy one here. SPH's own actions and statements expose him as the raving sociapath and stalker he truly is. He is worse than a swaggering, tin-plated dictator with delusions of godhood... He's a swaggering, tin-plated dictator with delusions of godhood, the brains of a donkey, and serious psychological problems.
One last thing, fuckface: IT'S DELF-EYE!)
(Edit #4: I got one last thing to say to you, you infantile, ignorant, retarded, fat, disgusting, smelly, space-wasting, air-wasting, sperm-wasting, mutated, hideous, bloated, arrogant for no reason, fascist bully that the best part of ran down your mother's crack...
I just want to let you know that there are not any back-stabbers here, just fucking throat slashers.
Stay the fuck away from me... or else.
You've now been warned.)
Labels: Mi Vida Loca, Net Drama Bullshit, Psycopaths, Shitpumpkinhead
